fragile

Hello lovely ones,

How have you been? This past week has been a lot hey.

On Wednesday I had my surgery. Now I’m home. I’m feeling relived, I’m feeling grateful and I’m feeling pretty fragile.

I’m moving very slowly; a little bit of time in the garden, a lot of time lying down with my eyes closed.

Hopefully I’ll be back to full strength over the next few days, but in the meantime here are some photos of the dahlias. I took most of them on the evening that I came home. It was the first time in so long that I’d felt calm and then after a bit I was completely overcome and I sat on the ground and cried.

I can’t make sense of any of anything right now; my small world or the big wide world either. It feels too painful. Too devastating. Too raw.

My heart is with all those who feel frightened and unsafe.

Sending you so much love,

Kate x